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Seems I've been walkin too long
A wilderness inside my mind
Nowhere left to hide,
No-one left to confide  
Yesterday I was a happy guy
But things gone sour I dont know why  
Well they say the truth is around the corner
But I'd rather live in the past
Hold you in my arms forever
Pretend our love will always last.  

Is it me 
Is it you
What is this we must live through  
Pain is gain...
And its all a game
Two different people feel the same  
I find freedom out in the rain
In the darkness where its all insane  
But where are you
Is it true
Will the gate of heaven remember you  

When walking on water
Don't ever look down
Live for the moment
You don't wanna drown  
Share dreams
Share sorrow
Treasure the time you borrow
Smile and cry, 
And dont ever ask why  
Look into her eyes
Hold her while she cries
Promise her shes home
Sell to her your soul...  

Dark night
Shallow sequence
The usual story
Of a man alone      
Desperation cries
A freedon unknown      
Love my tailor
For my soul's not real      

With no regrets
He waves his insults
Deep cries penetrate
A closed idea...
And weep
The soul so fearful
Of surrender...      
Die as he may...
He's already dead      

Wish i was a sailor
In this childhood story
A secluded mind can see no reality      
The end is here...
Can you feel the burdon
Of a million screams
Lift from your tortoured soul      

This man i knew
Naive or stupid
But he saw his future      
Not curiosity but peace of mind
A cruel creation...
Buying into the abyss      

I'm living a three dimensional life
Three different worlds
Crammed into my lonely existence      
I cant even see the borders    
Just the different people...
Attitudes
Stories
Tears      
Why on me...
My own life i cant explain      
A regret?      
Epic tears subside my pathetic soul
But i wait for one answer      

Rape!
Are we not all raped
Can we live without
Being forced into perverse acts
By strangers      
Governments, employers, even doctors
Confuse us with stories which
They use to intrude      
Selling your mind is worse 
Than selling your mortal flesh  

Everyday i awake
Flames in my head
They burn yesterday's ideas      
But they create a new burden
Living up to the expectancy
Of a manipulated society      
We feel confused and alien      
Does our birth pay the price...
Do we owe them for our freedom  

lustlord@hotmail.com